Pop star Justin Bieber wants fans to know that celebrity culture isn’t everything it’s cracked up to be. After his album Purpose became one of the biggest records of the year, Biebs has been outspoken about his rediscovered Christian faith—including getting a cross tatted on his face—but is also expressing his misgivings about American pop culture. Following the Billboard Music Awards, he posted a message to Instagram: “I don’t feel good when I’m there nor after … When I do get these awards the temptation of putting my worth in what I do is so hard to fight,” he wrote.