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Dr. Derwin Gray: How to Deconstruct Well

Dr. Derwin Gray: How to Deconstruct Well

Deconstruction has become a pretty common word in our generation. It’s a difficult and frequently misunderstood process for those who grew up in the Church, and it’s not uncommon to hear spiritual leaders discuss deconstruction in threatening terms, as if those who engage in it are risking their connection to Jesus or their very souls.

But there can be a positive side to deconstruction, if we engage with it in a healthy way. That’s how Dr. Derwin Gray sees it. Gray is the lead pastor of Transformation Church, a “multicultural, multigenerational, mission-shaped church” in South Carolina.

We talked with Gray to figure out how individuals can navigate deconstruction in a healthy way, and how the Church can see it as a tool to reach our generation.

This conversation has been edited for length and clarity. 

There’s lots of definitions out there, so when you refer to deconstruction, what exactly are you talking about?

Dr. Derwin Gray: We live in such a world where people are making statements and they’re saying the same thing, but their statements mean something differently. So, when I talk about someone deconstructing their faith, the first thing that I want to do is add empathy and compassion to the conversation. There’s a whole myriad of things that are going on. Some could be, “I trusted the church” — meaning people within the church — “and I was abused and it was covered up.” Or it also could be just ugly, harsh theology. It also could be a misrepresentation of the Gospel, and some people are really reeling from that.

I have tons of empathy, but let’s take a step back. There’s about 3 billion people that make up the church, and I don’t think all 3 billion people have hurt you. If we’re not careful, we’re going to go into what Frederick Nietzsche said is nihilism — where it’s the breakdown of family, breakdown of institutions, breakdown of truth. What you’re left with is pure and utter nothingness that even your own self is an existential crisis. It’s important that in this moment to go back to Christ.

I think experimentally within the Church, what we’re seeing now is deconstructionism is really progressive liberal theology from the ’60s that morphed into the mainline church. And then in the late ’90s to about 2008, there was this movement called the Emergent Church. And everything that the Emergent Church was talking about is what the deconstruction movement is talking about as well. This is just a repackaging of that.

So in saying all that, laying the foundation, what I encourage people to do who are experiencing a crisis of faith is this: go talk to Jesus.

Secondly, be sure not to romanticize the early church. People think the early church was this perfect church. Let’s not forget that in Galatians 3, the apostle Paul says to the multiethnic church in Galatia, “who bewitched you, you fools?” And let’s not forget that in Corinth, Paul had to deal with a son sleeping with his husband’s wife, all types of sexual immorality, lying, gossip, division. The reason why Paul wrote his letters were to correct believers.

Thirdly, recognize that sanctification is a beautiful struggle. Justification is God declaring me to be something I never thought I could be — the righteousness of Christ. It is a free gift. Sanctification is the spirit of God through our cooperation, living out the righteousness that we’re declared to be. We have to be patient with each other, but what I do think the deconstruction movement is doing that’s healthy is it’s pointing out inconsistencies. There are some atrocious and evil things that need to be pointed out, but those evil and atrocious things are not King Jesus.

Ever since the beginning of the church, the greatest way for the devil to destroy the church is not from an atheist, and it’s not from an outside movement; it is from the inside.

What are some things from the Church’s past that have led to this moment of deconstruction?

This is really, really important, and I think this is playing a role in deconstruction. It’s very important for us to understand that conservatism politically is not Christianity. That’s not the Gospel. What’s happened particularly over the last 50 years is somehow conservative politics has wrapped itself in a cross with Jesus as the center of it as though he is a Republican.

Jesus is not a Republican. Jesus is not a Democrat. Jesus is Lord God, King of the cosmos.

The church has been around for 2,000 years. Republican and Democratic government as we know it has been around really since about the 1960s — because around the ’50s and ;60s the Democrats and Republicans actually flipped — and based on that, 99.99 percent of people who have followed Jesus have not been Republican nor have they been Democrat. The overwhelming majority of Christians in the world are not Republican or Democrat. That’s just American arrogance. It’s myopic, it’s reductionistic and it’s idolatrous to somehow filter the Bible through these political lenses. We should filter our politics through the gospel and the kingdom of God.

Now in saying this, do I vote? Yes, and I want Gen Z, I want millennials to vote. As a Black man in America, there were too many people who look like me, who were lynched, whose churches were bombed, dogs were unleashed upon them for me not to vote. Yes, I do vote, but I understand that the greatest vote I cast is for Jesus and his kingdom. Therefore, Christians can actually come to a difference politically, and you don’t have to agree with everything that one political party agrees with.

But I do believe the Church can do more. And as we look back at the early church, one of the attractions to the church in the Roman Empire is how the Christians served. When prostitutes would abandon babies for exposure to die, the Christians would adopt them. When plagues would come, the Christians wouldn’t run. They would stay with the people, sometimes seeing people healed, sometimes dying with the people.

What they did is they lived a different, more beautiful way while at the same time being friends to sinners like Jesus was. Jesus was called a friend to sinners. The only people he really went off on was the religious people.

What advice would you give someone who is deconstructing their faith? 

I would say is number one is really get with the Lord, pray and fast and ask yourself, “what is it that I’m disappointed in?” Typically, we’ll find out that it’s people and not Jesus. I have seen people put their whole lives into a leader and then the leader falls, and that’s idolatry. The thing about an idol is that it will never satisfy and it will soon disappoint.

And I would also say to start in the Gospel of John. Get some coffee, put on some worship music, read slowly and allow the Holy Spirit to minister to you. And when you see Jesus for all that he is worth, it gives you patience with people like ourselves who are not him.

If you’re looking for a perfect church and you find it, please don’t go because you’ll mess it up. The only perfect church you’re going to find is in the new Heaven and new Earth. Until then, we’re all pilgrims journeying and yes, bad actors, ungodly things, abuse must be dealt with, but we cannot jettison the bride of Christ because of some unhealthiness. There are some segments of Christianity that we need to get out of that are just unhealthy. But the Church is so big, and that’s what’s beautiful about traveling globally. When I meet my brothers and sisters in India and in Norway and from various parts of the world, it shows me that the Church is so much bigger than my little tribe here in the United States of America.

So don’t give up on Jesus. He will never let you down. It won’t be easy, but He’ll be faithful, He’ll be good, and you’ll be a person that others can lean on and go, “This is what it looks like to be a pilgrim in this broken world.”

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